there she goes again

kjasdfijweoIJASDF

2005-06-18T19:05:55Z

so it's been quite some time i would say
the boys lost their lacrosse game today and that was sad
but i'm at brittany's and my work called
fucking hampton inn
and told me that i basically shouldnt come in tomorrow because i didn't come in today
well fuck you
i didn't know i was working
so mad.
so need to vent.

more later

YOU CAN USE MY OFFICE AND THEN MAYBE LATER WE CAN GO OUT FOR LUNCH

2005-05-27T00:44:15Z

oh what a day.
nothing exciting really.
everyone got mad at nicky during english so i was the "lucky" one that had to sit next to him.
aka. emily was annoyed as shit with him and made me trade seats.
literally.
made.
me.
hmm...nothing exciting happens during school.
shane was making dumbass comments during environmental
what a shocker.

COOOOOOL-AID

oh the love child of j+j.
aka. sir lucious locks.
thought i was saying cool-aid.
retard.

so i'm sad.
me and bri were listening to hanson on the way home from school
and it made me think of all the friends i have graduating this year.
soon.
in like a week.
i'm going to cry.
but thats it. take it or leave it.
love
gina.

oh and ps. according to brian i'm in the first stage of emo
if anyone can explain or elaborate, it would be greatly appreciated

oh look a mountain goat

2005-05-26T01:55:01Z

so i haven't written since thursday.
sorry .
but i'm also taking back that comment that i made
about being tremendously embarrassed.
i guess you could say my embarrassment turned...
well it turned out good.
very good.
but i guess luck ran out because sunday i sprained my thumb pretty bad
or tore ligaments
i don't really pay attention when Peter the Trainer talks
i probably should though.

so nothing else exciting has happened since last thursday
and its wednesday...almost thursday.
i got Big Texas back!
that was joyus.
i can finally drive myself to school again
super.

and so i don't know whats going on right now
because my thumbs all fucked up
and i can't play softball
and i have to write with my left hand.
those teachers are having a pretty nice time trying to read that
it's worse then emily's handwritting...and she knows it.
and to make matters worse
typings is a bitch and i keep hitting the space bar with my ginorm wrapped thumb.
cool.
so thats all for today.
girls night at britt's friday and leaving for mass. with christina and mal saturday
niiiiiiiice.
so thats it. take it or leave it.
love.
gina

embarrassed beyond belief

2005-05-20T00:23:34Z

so today was really interesting.
not really.
that was a lie.
i just embarrassed the shit out of myself though.
but we're moving past that

so i had softball practice today.
it rained.
really hard.
it was fun but coach called practice.
he also sat me during the game yesterday.
i don't think i sat one game last year.
and i've already sat 4 this year.
cool coach.

so then i went to soccer practice
and scott said it was going to be a hard practice
and that was a crock of shit
because we did pks and corners the like, entire practice
and it was pointless and i didn't have to be there
but i was
i'm awesome.

so that was the day
hopefullly tomorrow will be better.
love
gina

hip hop annonymous

2005-05-18T23:11:35Z

dear lord
i'm in a good mood
love, gina.

so anyway.
it's been another long while since i've last written
and.... prom was last saturday.
that was...fun.
yeah, it was, who am i kidding.
i mean, the dancing part was kind of lame because it was like a semi formal
just people looked a lot better and more dressy.
afterwards was, in short, crazy.
and everyone that knows me is probably thinking the same thing i am
and you're all probably right.
minus that one other thing you might be thinking.
that never happened.
or maybe it did
i'm not really sure what you're thinking.
so anyway
i had to work the next morning
and then play soccer in a monsoon.
sweet.

so here's a fun thing!
- What is your first name? Gina

-Were you named after anyone? yeah, Gino. he's my dad. sweet

- Do you wish on stars? on occasion...when i need a miracle to happen

- When did you last cry? like, yesterday

- What is your favorite lunch meat? OH BUFFALO CHICKEN

- What is your birth date? august 3, 1988

- What is your most embarrassing cd? LFO

- Would you be friends with you? i'm not really sure. i'm really loud and have too much energy. so that was a lie, i clearly would be

- Do you have a journal? i did, and then it was read far too often. cough.

- Do you use sarcasm a lot? psh, no. (yes)

- What are your nicknames? g/genie/bikini/genie bikini/g-unit/...juicy?

- Would you bungee jump? maybe...if i was tranquilized first

- Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? no...too much effort

- Do you think that you are strong? physically, yes. mentally, sometimes. emotionally, no

- What is your favorite ice cream flavor? minty chocolate

- Shoe Size? 10

- Red or pink? red

- What is your least favorite thing about yourself? um...my lack of self confidence

- Who do you miss most? jordyn faith cohen. period.

- What color pants and shoes are you wearing? isaacs fucking GINORMOUS sweatpants that are blue, and black flip flops

- What are you listening to right now? the ramones

- Last thing you ate? oreos

- If you were a crayon, what color would you be? i have to pee yellow?

- What is the weather like right now? the sun is setting and its kind of cool

- Who is the Last person you talked to on the phone? sierra rose villacci...retard.

- The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes...hair...um...personality?

- Favorite Drink? root beer

- Favorite Sport? soccer/softball...its called...sofccer

- Hair Color? dark brown

- Eye Color? green...blue...hazel....depends on what i wear

- Do you wear contacts? no

- Favorite Food? kraft macaroni and cheese

- Favorite Day Of The Year? august 13

- Scary Movies Or Happy Endings? both...sad endings are the best...for some reason i like to cry?

- Summer Or Winter? neither, i like fall

- Hugs OR Kisses? both?

- What Is Your Favorite dessert? pudding

- Living Arrangements? with my parents and lovely, lovely sister

- What Books Are You Reading? huck finn

- What's On Your Mouse Pad? two little kids dressed in adult clothing, the boy with a rose for the girl, and they are about to kiss

- What Did You Watch Last night on TV? gilmore girls

- Favorite Smells? sage and citrus

- Favorite Sounds? flowing rivers...rain falling...i dunno

- Rolling Stones or Beatles? both...i can't choose

-What's the furthest you've been from home? canada?

- Do you have a special talent? yes...but i can't tell you what it is unless you ask me

well that was special wasn't it.
say yes.
okay well one last thing to end on
we beat GNG today. so thats good.
good way to end.
love
gina

bee bop boop

2005-05-09T23:49:45Z

math today.
and the ENTIRE class, i had one song stuck in my head:
slob on my knob
like corn on the cob
check in with me
and do your job
lay on the bed
and give me head
don't have to ask
don't have to beg
(its by 36 mafia if anyone is interested)
and we can all thank ms. emily clemons for those lovely lyrics
because she sent them to me during math
and i laughed out loud
and mark was mad
but he can kiss my ass for giving me an 83 in his class.

so moving on...we had a softball game today
and we lost.
but honestly, who saw that coming?
damn you michelle robb and your pitching antics!!!
so, thats cool
now we're 1-5
sweet.
and mr.hill and mrs. davidson were there.
and that was rad because mr. hill was like the LAST person i wanted at my game
because now he's going to be all buddy buddy with me tomorrow during class
and i don't want to talk about it
and mrs. davidson is just a stupid bitch so she doesn't count.
so now everyone is mad because we lost.
but now we might be playing freeport tomorrow?
and we'll smoke them a lot to nothing?
i fucking hope so.

so skipping around in the day
during our descanso en español i figured out i really don't want to go to prom
and brittany told me i was retarded
and that i had stupid reasoning for not wanting to go
and i guess she was right but i really couldn't figure out why i didn't want to go
so she was all "well is it because of *****"
and i was all
"i don't know, i haven't talked to him all day, plus i don't think he likes me anymore"
(that was me acting like a complete 14 year old)
and she told me i was stupid and that he still liked me
so i was chill after that
and i really do want to go to prom still.
word.
until tomorrow gangsters.
peace and hearts. gina

rainy day

2005-05-08T22:15:19Z

so dang, it's been a while
here's a new thing
i've been happy for the past couple of days.
yes, i did say happy.
and no, i'm not lying.
i have just been generally happy about everything.
minus the fact that ms. pratt is a dumb bitch.
but everything else has just been really great.
so i guess that cancels out ms. pratt being genuinely retarded.

and today is mother's day and for once in my life she's not mad at ME
but she's mad at kristin.
go figure.
but for once it wasn't me that got shit on
so i guess thats a plus.
and...i had to work today.
and i made so many beds that i feel like sleeping on the floor tonight.
being a maid is retarded.

so lets see what else.
yesterday i went over to emily's like, all day.
and we watched the notebook
and i obviously sat there and sobbed...
even after the movie was over.
OH and we went to visit isaac at bill's.
we walked.
it rained.
we got wet.
isaac laughed at us when we got there.
but made us a sandwich, so it was all good.
hmm...and then me and emily hung out for a while
and then isaac came over after work
and nicky was going to join us
but he decided he wanted a sandwich and it had wheat in it
and his stomach decided that wasn't "kosher"
so he was puking last night.
sweet.
so that was my night.

and this MORNING
i woke up
and briana came in my room and was all "wanna go to the store"
and then continued TO BITCH AT ME WHILE WE WERE IN HANNAFORD
only because i told her to hustle a little because i had to go to work
and she finally told me how she REALLY felt when she said :
"well you and mom fight all the time anyway so i guess you wouldn't care about her like i do"
and i left her in the store and sat in the car
pissed off.
until she got back.
what a bitch.
i could have beaten the shit out of her in the store.
but i'm nice :)

and my family decided that they wanted to eat all the breafast
and not leave me any from when i got back from work.
cool.
i was cleaning rooms that smelled like literal SHIT and you all ate the breakfast that i paid for.
neato gang.
but i'm still smiling.
so i guess that's all that matters.
until tomorrow.
peace and hearts. gina

oh and ps.
01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song or movie reminds me of you.
03. I will name a single word that best describes you.
04. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
05. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
06. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.

oh la di da

2005-05-02T22:58:01Z

so double you tee eff
it's been a long fucking while since i've updated
my bad.
so lets just skip everything from the last entry...which i think was when i was back from FLORIDA
and start with friday.
so lets see friday. hmm.
well, i think i had a softball game in wells.
super duper.
we fucking lost.
cool.
and i didn't play.
a little cooler.
but it was alex miller's birthday (19?)
so when i got home nicky picked me up and i went over there with him
(plus it's his house...so i guess it made sense he was going there?)
and RYAN FUCKING CORLISS WAS THERE!!!
i was a little happy!
and then guess who shows up?
HAHAHAHAHAHA THAT SAME PERSON THAT ALWAYS SHOWS UP WHEN I'M THERE
so that was cool.
and then morgan showed up
and i was really happy because i haven't seen slash talked to her in like forever
and i pretty much thought she hated me.
so it was nice to see her.
and megan p.
and then pretty much after napoleon dynamite everyone left
except me and emily
so then emily and alex went upstairs (ho hum wonder why?)
and nicky took me home
that was friday.

saturday was kind of long
i had a softball game in the morning
and oh shit
we lost again.
who saw that coming, honestly?
and then i had a soccer game at 3
it was raining
and we SMOKED coastal 5-0
and sweet i scored.
it was a really good game
apparently i played really well
thats nice.
and then that night i went dress shopping with my mom!!!
she decided to take me because she's pretty awesome
my dress is really pretty
i like it a lot.
but you'll have to see for yourself what it looks like
maybe i'll put pictures from prom.
and then i got home at like, 10 and tried on the dress for my dad
and then nicky came and picked me up and we hung out for a while
at the playground
in the rain.
it was actually really fun because he slid down the slide and landed in a puddle
ha.
i laughed really loud.
so that was saturday.

sunday i had another soccer game
and we smoked metro 5-0.
but who saw that one coming, honestly again?
and mcu tied coastal (hahahah...ahem)
and then i had to clean
and then emily came over and we hung out
and that was pretty much sunday

there really was nothing interesting.
i just got home from softball practice a little while ago
i got a car yesterday!!!
i forgot to add that little tid bit
and its in the driveway perfectly drivable.
it's nice.
i'm enjoying it a lot.
so...yeah.
thats pretty much my life thus far.
perhaps there will be more later
but i really doubt it.
so until tomorrow if i have time!
peace and hearts. gina

how incredibly INCREDIBLE

2005-04-25T15:53:24Z

so i'm home
*insert applause and lots of screaming here*
so there is really not a lot to say.
florida was lovely, it really was
but i could have done without all the FUCKING DRAMA that went down
i mean honestly, how long did we know those boys for?
like, 2 days?
and people were fighting over them.
okay yeah, trevor was INCREDIBLY attractive, but did we really have to fight over it?
i'm not going to lie, maybe i was involved
but whatever.
looking back, it so was not worth it.

so then there was pleasure island.
oh yes.
pleasure.
island.
me and kelsey and ali had a bit of an...interesting time.
so, we were "strutting" because ali figured it would be fun
(it wasn't, we were in heels, i was in PAIN)
and we saw these guys
and like, immediate first reaction : EW guys, don't look at them
but then we "strutted" by again and realized that one of them was relatively attractive
so we went by again
and kelsey DRAAAAAAGGED us over there to talk to them
one of them was named...no joke...Cheech and the other one was Chong.
that was a lie, his name was Josh.
but it would have been funny if it was Chong.
except they thought i was on acid?
i was like, are you fucking JOKING??
but then i got over it.
and we all exchanged phone numbers
and then the team decided to go to the BET Sound Stage 3
and danced.
and the boys came with us.
and there was this SKETCHY ASS KID WITH BLONDE HAIR THERE
and he kept trying to dance with ali.
it was rather amusing, i must say.
so then, the next day we went to MGM
and who was there?
CHEECH AND CHONG (AKA JOSH)
it was nice to hang out with them.
but then they came to our hotel.
and shit went down.
oh, and it kept going down.
but i don't feel like typing anymore.
so more later.
peace and hearts. gina

and ps. i want to slap sarah hyde sanford in the face

FLORIDA IN 2!!!!

2005-04-13T18:44:28Z

AH WE LEAVE FOR FLORIDA IN 2 DAYS!!
i'm kind of excited
except now hilari hates me.
and i feel bad
except i'm not so sure if i can feel as bad as i should
because i didn't really know i did anything wrong
until she brought to my attention that i told someone.
except, you know when you tell someone something
and you actually REMEMBER who you told?
well that doesn't exactly work out so well for me
because i apparently told someone
and i don't know who it was.
but i still feel bad.
hilari, if you read this, i'm so sorry
and i love you, i truly do.

so on a lighter note, we still leave for florida in 2 days!
thats so exciting
except i've had to miss practice yesterday and today
in order to play in florida
because i'm redoing a paper for chill
who's not exactly as big of a dick as i said he was
he was just trying to help me
okay, i guess thats kosher.

so i'm writing about the ozone and it's depletion
thrilling, it really is.
and i have a hair cut later
you'll all be rather surprised when you see my hair
because it's going to look different i think
i'm not sure yet.
we'll see how that goes.
soccer at 9. sweet.
until tomorrow.
peace and hearts. gina

i tried to get to my taxi a man in a track suit attacks me

2005-04-10T23:08:58Z

KAISER CHEIFS!!! yesss!!
so florida count down is like...oh 5 days!!!
and i started working today
i am a maid.
rad.

so last night, me and haley and sean and britt and emily and cricket went to alexs
and then isaac and sloppy j and heather came
and THEN guess who showed up when we were watching a movie
my absolute fav person.
mind you, she paid 0 attention to me
which i was kind of happy about
because i had a feeling nothing good could possibly come from talking to her.
and jason was there.
i talked to tom today and he told me that my dad actually hated jason more then he hated him
i told him that was impossible.
but i guess it is.
because i mention jasons name to my dad
and he FLIPPED THE FUCK OUT.
it was quite amusing.

so anyway
some kids got drunk there
and i had to drive MYSELF home in isaacs car because he was a little
tippered.
but before that...we were all in the kitchen
we all meaning me, isaac, haley, and nicky
and mind you i have khakis and a white beater on
and haley decides it would be funny to spray me with the hose to the kitchen faucet.
does that sound amusing?
it wasn't.
i was so wet
and very unhappy.
but it was still funny.
so i contradicted myself for a second.
psh.

so today i took briana shopping in freeport.
and she fucking was a total non-fun person
she was like miserable the entire time we were there.
and i was unhappy because of it.
so then we stopped by soccer post (aka world cup)
and justin was working!!!!
i haven't seen him in FOREVER.
and he looked kind of happy to see me?
it was weird...but i was happy to see him.
so then i went home
and then i went to hannafords
and didn't hit any cars.
successful day?
i think so.
until tomorrow.
peace and hearts. gina

oh and ps. check out some of the incoming comments posted.
my threatening stalker's back ;)

i love band...bandy band band

2005-04-07T14:27:36Z

so what the fuck
today has been so ridiculously stupid so far
mind you i'm only in third period
and thats only like, half way through the day
but its been so fucking stupid so far
that i'm appalled that one day could be so pointless
lets see
i sat through math and heard mark tell stupid stories that aren't funny
and i didn't give a shit and did my work anyway
and then i made a strong attempt to leave and that didn't work out too well
because i had nowhere to go
so, next period is...study hall.
and then spanish.
what a great, super duper day.

so i'm sitting with brad and brian and alex
yay boys.
this is shit.
i'm leaving.
until later.
peace and hearts. gina

you wear those shoes in that way with that dress

2005-04-06T23:06:52Z

so because of alex erickson
i deleted everything in here and did this instead :
Name:: Gina
Age:: 16
Gender:: female
Height:: 5'4"
Birthday:: August 3
Hair Color:: brownish red since the red hasn't come out yet
Describe yourself in one word:: insecure
Describe your personality in one word:: bipolar
.:School Life:.
What grade are you in:: junior
What school do you go to:: yarmouth high school
And where is that:: yarmouth
Do you get good grades:: depends if i care enough
Favorite Subject:: english or math
.:Love Life:.
Sexual Preference:: i like boys
Do you have a bf/gf:: nope
If so,what is their name:: non-existant?
How long have you been dating:: since february i think
Do you consider yourself in love with them:: not at all
If so,why:: he's kind of boring
Have you had your first kiss:: no
If so,when:: soon i hope
Do you have a crush:: i do
If so,what is their name:: ****** *********
Why do you like them:: i honestly couldn't tell you
Do they know you:: he does indeed
Do they know that you like them:: i don't think so
How long have you known them:: that might give it away
.:Friends:.
Best Friend(s):: Nigel, Emily, Brittany, Haley, Morgan, Nicole
How long have you been friends:: nigel...since i first moved here 11 years ago, everyone else, since middle/freshman year
Do you consider yourself a good friend:: i do, yes
How many friends do you think you have:: a bunch, i dunno
Most popular:: probably Morgan
Most conceited:: Nigel...sorry :(
Friendliest:: Brittany...or Nicole
Meanest:: um...Haley can be when she's tired...or really really mad
Prettiest:: thats really hard, their all drop dead...i'll say Nigel to be safe
Craziest:: hahaha...um...maybe Emily?
Oldest:: Nigel, i think
Youngest:: Emily..by like a month
Most recent:: most recent...Elyse
Smartest:: Nigel Lars Lindgren
.:Favorites:.
Food:: italian...but i have to say that
Person:: Nicoleeeeeee
Number:: 18
Show:: gilmore girls
Letter:: X
Song:: New American Classic - Taking Back Sunday
Band/Singer:: Taking Back Sunday
Place in the world:: wherever Jordyn is
Season:: spring/summer...that inbetween time
.:Your-:.
Dream Vacation:: England, Italy, Spain, Germany,France...touring Europe i guess...
Dream House:: some place overlooking the beach...not too big, not a shack
Dream Room:: mine?
Location:: Australia or England
.:Last Time You:.:
Watched T.V.:: while i was giving Nicole mad nasty rows
Went to the bathroom:: like, 10 minutes ago
Ate:: like, 20 minutes ago
Slept:: during enviro
Listened to music:: right now
Used the phone:: today...calling nicole to find out where her backpack was
IMed someone/Got an IM:: this afternoon
Went to school:: today
Played a game:: softball this afternoon
Took a shower:: this morning
Hugged someone:: today....all day?
Went on a date:: um...thats embarrassing question...i think february
Wrote a letter:: march
Cried:: yesterday?
.:Last Person You:.
Hugged:: haley!
Kissed::lkajsd;lkfj;alsdkfjlkasjscottlkjasdlkfjalsdkfj
Laughed at:: hm...probably fitzgibbby
Cried over:: tom
IMed/Got an IM from:: nigel lars lindgren
Hurt:: physically...probably chelsea hilton when i threw the ball at her face by accident
Talked to:: officer gino
Spoke to on the phone:: nicole
Ate with:: bri and dad
Spent time with:: haley...on the car ride home
Saw:: my daaaaaad
Missed:: jordyn....all the time
Heard:: my dad yelling at briana
Played with:: the softball team?
.:Have You Ever:.
Been out of the country:: CANADA!!!
Been out of state/province:: yep
Done drugs:: yep
Done anything illegal:: i was in a hit in run the other day...what do you think?
Slapped someone:: tim sweeney
Cut yourself:: yes...on purpose
Played an instrument:: yes
Hurt someone for no reason:: no, i don't think so
Hurt someone:: yep
Killed an insect/bug:: fucking fruit flies in chills room
Gotten stung by a bee:: nope
Lied to your parents:: um...yes
Stole Something:: no?
Kissed Someone:: unfortunately some i didn't want to
.:This Or That:.
Rock or Rap:: rock
Singing or Songwriting:: songwriting
Tennis Shoes or Sandals:: sandals...or vans?
Phone or Computer:: both!
Biking or Skating:: skating
Analog or Digital:: digital
Coke or Pepsi:: diet coke...with lime!
Sprite or Sierra Mist:: Sierra Mist
MTV or VH1:: neither
R&B or Country:: eww...neither!
Cingular or T-Mobile:: cingular
Cats or Dogs:: dogs
AIM or Yahoo:: aim
Bzoink or Quizilla:: quizilla?
.:Word Association:.
Birthday:: beatles
Peanut:: butter
Good Charlotte:: screamer
Ravioli:: dinner
President Bush:: mentallyretarded
T.V.:: shows
Rock:: hard
Rap:: shit
Chef:: food
Boys:: sexalicious
Girls:: bitches
Calendar:: carebears
Fan:: air
Evil:: satan
.:Right Now:
Eating:: nope
Drinking:: nope
Watching:: the screen go fuzzy while i work on this stupid shit
What is on your mousepad:: two little kids in adult clothes, one giving the other a rose and about to kiss....so sweet
What are you doing:: this shit
What song are you listening to:: the taste of ink
What's in your CD player:: taking back sunday
Wearing:: socks, warmup pants, shorts, underpants, running tank top, colts shirt
Time:: 7:30
Month:: april
Day of the Month:: sixth
Year:: 2005
Day of the week:: Wednesday
What website are you on:: livejournal
.:Random Things:.
What color is your mousepad:: its a picture..but mainly black and hwite
What color is your keyboard:: black and white and green
What is the phrase you use the most online:: fuck you!
Did you like this survey:: sure
Are you sad that it's over:: should i be?
What are you gonna do after this survey is over:: sit on my ass?
Do you like pop-up ads:: fuck no
How long have you been online:: forever

so that was exciting right?
wrong.
that took fucking forever.
anyway, so today was fun
besides the fact that my entire BODY is sunburnt
yeah, really cool.
alright, well i have soccer in a few hours (aka 10:00 game in portland)
and i'm not excited
mainly because i'm sunburnt
fuck.
alright, well
until tomorrow.
peace and hearts. gina

somebody calls you - you answer quite slowly - a girl with kalediscope eyes

2005-04-05T16:22:26Z

hahahahaha...i did it again!!
i just keep deleting shit.
nothing is really worthy of being kept anyway.
so lets see today...hmm...

well, it was a normal day.
i'm getting an 87 in math and i'm pretty bummed about it.
that kind of sucks.
and then there was band.
and i'm passing that flying colors.
and español. oh hooray for español.
i'm getting like an 85 in that class.
buti hate it, so thats okay.
and that was my school day.
then we went to the bat cave
and that was pretty rad because my batting didn't suck in front of the entire team for once.
it was pretty shocking.

and then i came home and went tanning with my mom
and my ass is burnt and it hurts to sit.
actually, my whole body is burnt and it hurts to move.
ginny was there though, so it was cool to see her and ana.
and nicole = hott is coming over tomorrow.
yessssss
oww...i'm in a lot of pain right now.
i usually don't get this burnt...but i am HURTING.
but whatever.
so we were talking about prom during band
and brian asked christina to go with him
and she said she'll think about it
but then i talked to her and she said she was going to go
thats exciting...GO BRIAN!!!
i was very happy for him.
and then i realized that i don't have date.
fuck that. whatever.
not sad.
so i accomplished a lot tonight
i finished my memo
wrote an essay on anti-transcendentalism and romanticism in moby dick
finally did my biblio for chill
and finished some stupid ass history homework
thats pretty good.
considering i'm fucking SO TIRED.
so i'm off to bed.
until tomorrow.
peace and hearts. gina

go now you are forgiven

2005-04-04T19:20:52Z

alright so i deleted everything again
i have a tendency to do that
but usually it's only when i write something dumb
so i got home from softball practice a little while ago
and that lady who's car i hit was here.
that was awkward.
but she brought by her stuff for the advertisment that she wants me to do
so we got SOMETHING accomplished.
and me and dad went car shopping today
and i'm getting a real shit car.
but it runs
and it will take me places
so who am i to complain?

1. I miss someone right now : absolutely
2. I watch more TV this year than last year : um...probably?
3. I love olives : spanish olives? black olives? SPECIFY!!
4. I love sleeping : when it's necessary
5. I own a home : no...my parents do
6.I wear glasses or contact lenses : getting reading glasses because i'm mental
7. I love to play video games : nope
8. I have done something illegal : I WAS JUST IN A HIT AND RUN...WHAT DO YOU THINK?!
9. I have watched porn movies : hahahah...yeah
10. I have been in a threesome : can't say that i have been
11. I have been the "psycho ex" in a past relationship : nope
12. I like my handwriting : it's miniscule...I can't even read it
13. I have acne-free skin : nah
14. I curse frequently : i'm like a fucking sailor
15. I have changed a lot over the past year : so they tell me
16. I have a hobby : many
17. I have been to another country : OH CANADA!!!
18. I carry a weapon with me everywhere I go : yes...my numbchucks are in my locker as we speak
19. I have been told that I am very smart : my parents say that sometimes...i think their lying
20. I have broken a bone : no...?
21. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal : it's not really a secret anymore
22. I love rain : adore would be the right word
23. I can be paranoid at times : when i'm stoned yeah...KIDDING
24. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free : boobs?
25. I need money right now : i'm broke
26. I have tried sushi : i'm afraid of DYING
27. I have been to Las Vegas : nah
28. I have at least one brother and/or sister : 2 sisters
29. I was born in a country other than the USA : no
30. I shave my legs : yes, i've been doing that since 4th grade...maybe younger
31. I have a twin : no
32. I have Caller I.D : on my home phone AND cell phone
33. I am good at styling other people's hair : they tell me i am...
34. I am usually pessimistic : yeah
35. I have mood swings : for example today
36. I think prostitution should be legalized : hahahahahahahahaha
37. I think Britney Spears is pretty : slut
38. I have cheated on a significant other : can't say that i have
39. I have a hidden talent : nope
40. I have been sexually intimate with more than ten people : haha..unfortunate counting skills
41. I am currently single : i am
42. I have kissed someone of the same sex : yep i have
43. I enjoy talking on the phone : i'm like a vicious phone talker
44. I love to shop : eww
45. I would classify myself as "ghetto" : is my name tony galli? in that case no
46. I am obsessed with my LJ : hahaha yeah
47. I don't hate anyone : lie
48. I am a good dancer : hahahaha sure
49. I am embarrassed to be seen with my mother or father : nah
50. I have a cell phone : yes yes yes yes
51. I watch MTV on a daily basis : no
52. I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months : yesh
53. I have been in a real relationship : yes
54. I have rejected someone before : yessaaaaah
55. I hate the place i live : yarmouth maine
56. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life : true
57. I want to have children in the future : like 2
58. I have changed a diaper : SUCCESS!!
59. I have had the cops called on me : I HAVE RECENTLY!!
60. I bite my nails : sometimes when i'm nervous
61. I am fatally allergic to something : nope
62. I have a lot to learn : true
63. I have dated someone 10 years (or more) older or younger than me : EWWWW
64. I am very shy around the opposite sex : nah
65. I am online 24/7, even as an away message : yep
66. I have been rejected by someone : actually no
67. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past : haha yes
68. I have avoided work to play with my blog : yessssah
69. I, as a child, learned "the difference between boys and girls" with a neighbor or friend : no actually
70. I enjoy country music : i'd rather be hit with a bus
71. I love my friends : with my life
72. I think that Pizza Hut makes the best pizza : nope
73. I watch soap operas on a regular basis : shhhh...
74. I am a perfectionist : nope
75. I love Michael Jackson - scandals and all : um... pass?
76. I have watched the television show "Spongebob Squarepants" : indeed i have
77. I have dated a close friend's ex : hm...YES I HAVE!! i just remembered that!
78. I am content as of this moment : nah
79. I have gone scuba diving : no
80. I have had a crush on somebody I have never met : no
81. I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't : TRUE
82. I play a musical instrument : flute
83. I strongly dislike math : nah, i like it
84. I am procrastinating by filling out this list : no but its fucking taking forever
85. I own and use a library card : i don't think so
86. I have been to Europe : no because i'm poor
87. I have seen "The Lord of the Rings" trilogy : like part of the first one
88. I have seen the television show "The O.C." : every thursday bitch
89. I am resentful that I have to grow up : no, i'm stoked
90. I like eating Ramen noodles : hahaha RAAAAAMEN
91. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often : indeed
92. I am currently suffering of a broken heart : don't tell anyone, okay?
93. I consider myself to be a "nerd": math team? perhaps
94. I am left handed : sometimes
95. I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with : cough
96. enjoy smoothies : enjoy is an understatment
97. I have had major surgery : nope
98. I have a pet : scout!
99. I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor : hahaha yeah
100. I own 100 CDs or more : like a billon
101. I am currently in my pajamas : practice clothes...but close
102. I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" girl/guy : all the time
103. I will try anything once : YEP!
104. I have tried a drug that is illegal : tried?
105. I am a cuddler : i enjoy cuddling, yes
106. I have one or more body parts that are asymmetrical : pass?
107. I am a Republican : do i throw up now or later?
108. I am Catholic : i refuse to answer that question
109. I am a college student : 1 1/2 years!
110. I like to cook : yay!!
111. I like to vacuum : what? no!
112. I collect picture frames : i don't collect persay..i own some, yes
113. I get along with my parents : bahhahahahaha
114. I like Shakespeare : very much so
115. I like to sing : not well mind you
116. I practice a religion that is not considered "mainstream" : no?
117. I have counted down the days until the summer : i get lost
118. I have fulfilled someone's dare at a party or gathering : oh i have
119. I am, or was, pigeon-toed : no but my sister is
120. I have been to an anime convention : ewwwwwwwww
121. I had a hard time paying attention at school : vicious ADD
122. I have a car : GETTING ONE SOOOOOOOON
123. I am an only child : nope
124. I work at a job that I enjoy : cleaning room isn't exactly enjoyable
125. I sleep a lot during the day : if i can
126. I like the taste of blood : that's an awkward statement
127. I have swam in the ocean : yes but i'm afraid of sharks
128. I know how to shoot a gun : yes? no? probably?
129. I like being the center of attention : no
130. I am currently pregnant : no
131. I have watched "Sex and the City" : yesaaaah
132. I am married : no
133. I want to get married : eventually
134. I have all my grandparents : no
135. I am a huge fan of lists : chaaaaa
136. I have had my hair cut within the last week : no
137. I enjoy jazz music : no
138.I am a "morning person": they tell me that
139. I currently regret something that I have done : everyday
140. I have written a story outside of school : yes
141. I love Rammstein : YES GERMAN!
142. cKy is the best band ever : one of them!
143. I admire Marilyn Manson as a photographic/cinematographic artist : i do, he's pretty rad in a weird, creepy way
144. I love classical music : near christmas, yeah
145. I think pot should be legalized : no comment ;)
146. I must have ice in my water in order to drink it : no
147. I have boxers with sunglasses-wearing ducks : no
148. I can pick things up with my toes : haha...yeah
149. I think Frank Sinatra is fantastic : or hott...;)
150. It is a triumph in my life to be healthy for a month : sure?
151. I am currently not wearing shoes : true..i'm wearing socks
152. I am an uncle/aunt to more than one person : no
153. I have unusually large/small feet : i'm 5'4" and have a size 10
154. Have read one or more Star Wars books : ewwwwwww
155. I've gone skinny dipping by myself/with other people around at least once : maybe ;)
156. I have gotten in trouble for doing things with neo glow worm candies during truth or dare : no?
157. At this moment in time, I need to pee : not yet
158. I don't get hangovers : not all the time
159. I'm listening to music : weezer just came on
160. I have 1 or more tattoos : no
161. I like baseball : i suck at it
162. I've played poker in Las Vegas and won : no
163. I am a member of a band or other musical performing group : i was?
164. I have been in an accident in which the vehicle I was in was totalled : yes
165. I have gone camping overnight in a VW Bus : no but that would be so rad
166. I have seen 'Buckaroo Banzai' more than 100 times : nope
167. I have been to more than five heavy metal concerts : nope
168. I have been embarassed in public : nah...not in public
169. I despise sunlight : do i look like a vampire?
170. I love quoting funny movies : HEY EVERYBODY, COME SEE HOW GOOD I LOOK
171. I've almost died : when i was born
172. I'm pierced in places other than my ears : no
173. I need to go grocery shopping : yes
174. I love playing tennis : i don't know how
175. i have ocd : vicious
176. i know exactly what i want to do with the rest of my life : not yet

so that was fuckin so much fun
ah...i feel like i want to die
and not write anything else for the rest of my life!!!
but i have my date with briana tonight.
and the pudding is calling me.
so until tomorrow.
peace and hearts. gina

glbsoccer18 @ 2005-04-03T20:01:00

2005-04-04T00:06:22Z

so i decided to delete everything i updated and put this instead
90 things you probably didn't know about me (and some you probably did)

1. i cannot stand homemade chinese food
2. i'm more like my mother then i can bare to admit
3. i saw blink 182 live when i was 12
4. if i had a choice, my hair would be the color that i want it to be...all the time
5. i'm obsessed with taking back sunday
6. i was born in new jersey
7. my dad is one of the most chill guys ever...besides the whole cop episode
8. i adore my hair
9. i have 11 ear piercings...4 of which i did against my mothers will
10. i secretly want to learn how to skate board
11. i hate people who are fake...but according to nell their not fake, they just have this attitude...blah blah blah, i wasn't really paying attention
12. i'm watch disney channel
13. i cried during the lion king
14. i kind of like maine
15. i like black
16. i also like yellow and orange and red
17. i like to draw flowers
18. i dress the way i want to...despite what my mother and all of yarmouth wants
19. i dispise rap music...despite my bad habits of dancing when i hear it
20. my sisters are two of the most dependable people i have ever met in my life
21. my best friend in the entire world lives 8 hours away
22. i actually hate IM
23. i like softball...a lot
24. i have my license...
25. ...and i've hit a car
26. i have a vicious OCD problem and have to have everything in alphabetical order
27. i enjoy cleaning/rearranging my room
28. my favorite season is fall
29. i stopped sucking my thumb at the age of 4 because my mom told me i was going to have to get braces if i kept it up
30. i have a weird obsession with harry potter
31. my ex-boyfriend kissed me
32. i look stoned without eyeliner
33. i think hair says a lot people...aka everyone has straight hair = everyone is exactly the same...welcome to yarmouth
34. i don't hate megan luce
35. i like math
36. i hate shopping
37. i hate spanish
38. i don't like water chesnuts
39. i hate mean people
40. i hate people who use others
41. i get annoyed very easily
42. i side track
43. i have never cheated on a boyfriend
44. i like when people actually hear what i have to say
45. i like the visual parts of advertising
46. i claim i hate my parents when i really realize that they do what they do out of love
47. i wish that if i had to die soon, i could realize that i could potentially be happy
48. i can lie like its my business...
49. ...but most of the time i get caught
50. i was once in love with my best friend (from maine)
51. i have had my heart broken, stepped on, picked up, and put back together
52. i don't really like pizza
53. i love green clover and aloe body lotion
54. i hate snow.
55. but i love snowpatrol
56. i think elton john is very very awesome
57. my nickname in softball is "butch"
58. i can throw someone out at home...
59. ...from centerfield
60. i get embarrassed very easily
61. i've never had braces
62. i like to just stand in the rain
63. i like to go for walks where a lot of things are said but nothing is accomplished
64. i like childish things...like carebears
65. i love to sing...even though i'm really bad
66. nigel's really good at guitar and i'm jealous
67. w-e-e-z-e-r =w=
68. i can multitask despite my vicious ADD
69. my friends say i'm ditzy...and i think their stupid
70. if it weren't for e+b i probably wouldn't be here
71. i like when people comment on my entries
72. i like crying to slow songs
73. i hope when i have kids, their friends say that i'm a "cool mom"...like my friends do now
74. i'm lactose intolerant
75. i miss new jersey
76. i've been used
77. my favorite movie is "life as a house"
78. i am in love with cherry pie
79. my younger sister is taller then me
80. i almost had two brothers
81. i wish people would stop being so critical and juding people by their clothing
82. my friends are the best thing(s) that ever happened to me
83. i really love my freeport friends...as much as they don't believe it
84. i don't like riding on a bus
85. i dated brian tupper in 5th grade for a school year and dumped him the first day of 6th grade
86. he still claims he's emtionally scarred from it
87. i think thats crap
88. i cried when i heard blink 182 split up
89. i don't think kids that are in high school know what love truly is yet
90. i believe in love at first sight

oh yeah and the softball dinner was nice
i didn't hang out with any 7 year olds (tragic)
but me and elyse chilled and ate together
she's a pretty rad kid i must say
hooray for cool freshmen!

oh and ps. i made a quiz
and its increds stupid
so take it!
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and when you're done
comment and let me know how increds stupid you think it is!

hooray for 12 dancing princesses...?

2005-04-03T20:38:26Z

so last night was weird.
me and haley j. and miami went out because there was nothing else to do
because it was raining
so we went to haley's and watching the incredibles
and then we went to pats for diner
and then we went to my little sisters play.
happy saturday night.
the play was...interesting?
you could say that.
and then we stopped by blynn's for a while and made a quizlet
(http://www.quizyourfriends.com/takequiz.php?quizname=050402214709-93428)
and just kind of hung out.
i made fun of her brother a considerable amount because he's going through puberty (hooray for voice changing)
so i was mocking him.
i felt nice.
oh yeah..and when we were at pats, scott richard hendee called me.

sooo....after britts, scott came to pick me up at britts
and then we went back to my house
and then we went to blockbuster
and i picked out eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
and it was really good
except scott hated it
but whatever, he's a stupid boy.
so moving on, we watched that
and then he went home
and then i went upstairs, where i found my parents passed out on the couch "watching" SNL
so i layed down on the floor and watched for a while
and then i realized i had soccer in the morning
so i went to bed.

so i went to soccer this morning
and amazingly my parents let me take the car!
whoa.
and i didn't hit any parked cars.
double whoa!
so then i was late coming home, and i sped home
and missed the toll
so then people honked at me because i had to get more money out
and i was all "shit"
i don't think anyone cared.

so tonight is the softball "potluck" where we varsity kids get to bond with kids up to our waists
wow i'm excited.
just kidding.
so i actually have to get ready for that.
so until either tonight or tomorrow.
peace and hearts.
gina

glbsoccer18 @ 2005-04-01T21:28:00

2005-04-02T02:32:11Z

so here's an update
remember what i said about not hitting a car?
hahahahaha...the funny thing is i DID hit one
and hahaha...here's something even funnier
I MIGHT BE GETTING A SUMMONS.
i love my father, i really do.
that was a lie.
could the man seriously be a little MORE insensitive.
i panicked and left
fuck.
so thats what i get for parenting.
i get a police officer.
hooray for gino.
i now see what it is like for freeport kids.
except i think i get it 20 times worse seeing as officer dad...is my dad.
so thas cool.
can i die now?

and i have a softball scrimmage tomorrow.
and haley's picking me up.
because i don't want to be in that jeep anymore
because i'm afraid i might fuck it up some more.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
why today?! why did i have to hit a car TODAY!?!?!?!?!?!?!
whatever. i'm not going to dwell.
john melville is seriously the greatest person alive
and so it haley j.

and alex this comment is for you : as for that "dude that you want me to "ask out""
probably not going to happen
i have 0 self confidence and 0 lack of interest anymore
plus...he thinks he's sexy...turn OFF

until tomorrow.
peace and hearts. gina

glbsoccer18 @ 2005-04-01T17:16:00

2005-04-01T22:21:02Z

so...i hate to say this but...
alex erickson has actually made a good point.
kill me if i ever say that again.
so he said that 1. i need to stop complaining
i guess thats a good point. i do just write in here to vent
2. that i need to "ask the dude out"
which is not ever ever ever going to happen
because i am chicken shit
and 3. i honestly don't remember what 3 was
so we'll leave it out.
it probably wasn't important anyway.

so today was unusually good
i was actually singing when i got home
not exactly singing
more la-la-ing (if you're in my math class you know what i mean)
and if you're not...i'll show you sometime
i don't know, maybe its the fact that i haven't hit someone elses car yet?!
that could be it
i dread the day when i have to come home and tell my parents i've hit someone elses car
ugh
that would be the die that i die.
not to quote a song or anything.
so anyway, spanish was unusually good
i got a 95 on a test
which i think almost put me into cardiac arrest because thats never happened
or maybe it has...and i don't remember it
thats probably it.
so then i came home
and had some pineapple
and i was content.
softball is soon
i should probably get ready
and then go and run for softball
woo.
just kidding.
alright. until later slash tomorrow...whichever comes first
peace. gina

said where have you been? i've been waiting for you

2005-03-31T23:52:33Z

so about last night
i let go.
finally.
after many months and weeks and days and hours of people telling me to let go
i finally did.
and i really don't know how i feel about it.
kinda shitty actually.
its fucking weird.
i thought it would be a whole lot easier seeing as he has a girlfriend (again)
and its not me.
so i thought that shit would be easy.
and its not.
plus, i still don't have a prom date
and the one guy i really really secretly want to go with wants to go with everyone but me
thats really uplifting.
i feel great.
plus i have massive cramps right now
and a softball scrimmage on saturday
and soccer practice on sunday.
joyus.

so today was super duper gang.
i had history
and we had a socratic
which i talked all of twice
and that was during a whip
cool.
and then i had band.
and it was all band like with instruments and such.
same old.
environmental was good only because luke and nicole and jeff were there.
and alex pissed off shane and he moved (finally)
and hemp sandals was the sub.
chills in arizona or something along the lines of real warmth.
then there was english and we watched moby dick and took a vocab quiz
which i probably passed like i always do
and we didn't really watch moby dick
me, nicole and miami passed notes
and miami told me gross things about lip surgery
and vaginas.
i'd rather not say.

so then after school there was softball practice at the b-cave.
that was swell.
dwayne was there and watched me bat.
he was happy i actually learned something from him
i was too
i would have looked like an idiot if i had done shatty.
and then i came home.
and ate a sandwich.
it was scrumtrulescent.
pretty much that was my day.
next up : pudding and the oc
sounds good.
until tomorrow.
peace. gina

i'm letting go now.

2005-03-30T16:43:26Z

i scored a goal.
in soccer.
hooray.
that was maybe the highlight of my day/night.
i have some wise words from a wise kid...named morgan kaylor mencher:
let him go gina, it'll be easier and a lot less painful.
i do love that child
and i've let go
i've let go too many times that i think i just need one final push away
and i think tonight was it.

so now i'm thinking about prom.
and its kind of depressing me
because i don't want to go with miami as my date (no offense)
but i have a bad feeling alex will come back
and then she'll go with him
and i'll still be the boyfriendless one of the group
like i've pretty much always been.
go fucking figure.
oh well.
if i weren't so depressed i'd write more.
but i'd rather wallow in my sorrow and go to bed
hilari's picking me up at 7:20
and i'm tired.
until tomorrow.
peace. gina

down to the earth i fell

2005-03-29T20:42:36Z

with dripping wings
heavy things won't fly

so today was rather uneventful so far.
i did some illegal driving when i had to drive my sisters friends home
oooh...i'm a law breaker.
impressive...eh?
i should have been canadian.

anyway, so band was...fun i suppose?
could you call band fun?
brian deerwester is a 3 foot tall asshole and i hope he burns in hell.
did i say that out loud?
god, some kids just don't grow up...literally...he's like 3 feet tall and acts his height.
like him and alex slader and b-rad martin act like their 7 years old
making little noises and picking on other people.
charming..it really is.

and then the rest of the day all kind of just ran together.
p-ratt gave me an extension on my public policy thing
which isn't even a POLICY its a law
and if those are the same thing then i just sounded retarded
and we did an lab in chill's class
which consisted of burning coal and releasing mercury into the atmosphere.
cool. i'm going to die.
and then english i almost fell asleep and nicole had to keep nudging me
and then we watched moby DICK about a SPERM whale.
why herman melville...why would you do that?
and then i drove home.
the end.

softball at 5:15 and sarah claire studley is picking me up
glorious.
want to know what else is glorious?
i'll tell you

Thirteen random things you like:
01) cherry pie
02) soccer
03) my sisters
04) my non exsistant car that will soon be mine
05) laying in the driveway looking at the stars
06) meteor showers at 3:00 in the morning
07) kissing in a light snow fall
08) softball
09) new jersey
10) raw cookie dough
11) cute old people
12) oh yeah...my friends :)
13) writing

twelve movies:
01) SLC punk!
02) life as a house
03) where the heart is
04) harry potter (1,2,3)
05) waynes world
06) saved!
07) harold and kumar go to white castle
08) anchorman: the legend of ron burgandy
09) wuthering heights
10) grind
11) donnie darko
12) the princess diaries (1,2)

eleven good bands/artists:
01) taking back sunday
02) the vines
03) the hives
04) weezer
05) blink 182
06) bush
07) fallout boy
08) nina gordon
09) snow patrol
10) no doubt
11) autopilot off

ten things about you:
01) I am gina lisa bianchini
02) I have a license :)
03) I live in Yarmouth
04) I know lots of people...i'm kind of important ;)
05) I suck at spanish
06) I like playing soccer and softball
07) I always wear jeans and a shirt
08) I think that people should be themselves and not fake or hateful
09) I always wear a ring
10) I like boys

nine fantasies you have
01) dying happy
02) road tripping with my friends
03) saving someones life
04) meeting the love of my life
05) playing football
06) falling off the leaning tower of piza and not dying
07) having my parents trust me again
08) having a boyfriend when all my friends don't (like that would EVER happen)
09) having a boyfriend and not being left out (like i sort of am NOW)

eight favorite foods/drinks:
01) half baked ;)
02) coke with lime
03) pea soup
04) CHERRY PIE
05) lasagna
06) orange juice
07) chicken quesadillas
08) american cheese slices

seven things you wear daily:
01) bra
02) underpants
03) shirt
04) jeans
05) 11 earrings
06) vans
07) rings

four countries to conquer out of boredom
01) egypt
02) russia
03) australia...wait it that a country or a continent...or both?
04) canada

three countries/states to turn into a lake
01) maine
02) maine
03) maine

two people you want to meet
01) tom delonge
02) frank lero

that was fun. okay. thats enough for now.
i have to get ready for softball.
until tomorrow.
peace. gina

their periods attract bears! they can SMELL the menstration!

2005-03-28T01:51:38Z

oh haha. i had such a shatty day and that just made it better.
so i went over to miami's tonight and we watched anchorman.
and i laughed.
a lot.
because it was funny.
for the bajillionth time that i've seen it.
so easter wasn't exactly what you would call exciting.
the potts minus two came over.
sarah was pleasantly freshman like and andy was non-exsistant
so i had nothing to look at during dinner.
but we did call him and put him on speaker phone to say grace. that was nice.
and that was pretty much easter.
oh, and officer dad had the tape of his and perino and stalings high speed chase.
so we had a nice family gathering around the tv and watched the three amigos in a highspeed chase after a whore.
and i'm not even kidding.
it was a 19 year old chick that worked at platnum plus
and had threatened to kill her boyfriend, his mom, and his grandfather with a knife
some people are just weird.
but officer dad had it on tape
and we watched it.
it actually wasn't half bad.
its just weird to see my dad drag some poor bitch out of her car at gun point.
not exactly what you want to see your dad do.
but it's his job.
so whatever.
and fuck you scott hendee.
fucking told me i was spoiled shit today because i was complaining about not having a car
well i'm SORRY but when i'm promised one i'm kinda hoping to get it.
so whatever.
i'm tired and its only 8:49 but it's going to feel good to go to bed early.
until tomorrow.
peace. gina

i'm having trouble trying to sleep i'm counting sheep but running out

2005-03-27T14:33:19Z

oh green day, what happened to the day when you were good and everyone loved you?
so i've come to the conclusion that i'm not really that mad at my parents anymore.
they gave me my license and my cell phone back so i guess they get some points for that.
zero for the no car aspect.
honestly, i'm going to walking to school for the rest of my school life
which consists of about a year and a little bit.
wow thats weird to think about.
i'm going to be a senior.
eck.
okay so lets see, last night...:
went out to dinner to flatbread with haley j, miami, and some other kids because it was haly and seans 6 month
went to cold stone creamery and played ice on brick sidewalk (a new game miami made up)
quoted anchorman the whole night and people laughed...because it was funny
went to walmart and reeked havoc
went to see guess who? (even though it was midly retarded...i laughed anyway)
and then came home.
and now its easter.
and the easter bunny didn't come to our house.
so now me and kristin (who is still not speaking to me) and briana have no joy in our lives
because our parents didn't buy us candy or leave us presents.
real cool.
i'm kind of upset about this.
it's like a tradition and it was broken.
why?
i have no idea, i wasn't home last night.
i did however, have maid training last night.
it was dank.
i learned how to clean a room and make a bed and clean a bathroom.
i guess that makes me awesome.
oh yeah, and the potts are coming over for easter dinner.
yeah.
until later slash tomorrow.
peace. gina

fuck

2005-03-26T02:51:26Z

really could i be more angered right now?
probably not.
number one : i didn't get my car (fuck)
number two : my mom SOMEHOW found out that we weren't at alex's the whole night on saturday (double fuck)
number three : they took my license (fuck them)
so that was my night.
full of adventure and not speaking to my parents.
which will probably continue into tomorrow
and probably easter
so i can embarrass the fuck out of them at easter dinner
when the potts come over and wonder why i'm not talking to my family
oh maybe because i DON'T LIKE THEM.
my lovely father brought up emacipation yet again.
i'm seriously considering.
until tomorrow.
peace. gina